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Whose Phone Number Is This On Valentine’s

Of the millions of questions on minds of lovers and this valentines, the one that keeps plaguing me is whose phone number is this? I know that must sound whacky, a little paranoid, perhaps a lot paranoid. Why on Valentines Day would I concern myself with a question like whose phone number is this? I will get to that in a minute.

Traditionally Valentines is associated with hearts, candy, and flowers. The core reason for Valentines Day is, of course, to celebrate true love. So, why am I so obsessed about a finding out about a phone number?

Honestly, things are kind of in that wobbly stage right now with me and my boyfriend. You know the stage that you don’t really know where the relationship is going to go. It’s one of the many, make it or break it, stages relationships seem to always go through.

My boyfriend keeps getting calls, and I don’t recognize the number. Now, that could mean he has some incredibly romantic memorable Valentine planned that will turn our relationship around. I keep wanting and hoping for that.

Or, it could be some dreaded secret from his past that is coming back to haunt him, maybe like an ex-wife he hasn’t told me about! Oh no, that can’t be it. Maybe it could be something as simple as an embarrassing bill collector who is harassing him. Hmm…let’s see maybe it is a jewelry store who is calling to say a certain engagement ring is ready to be picked up.  That would be fantastic news!

Of course, the thing I fear the most, is that unknown ugly haunting number, could belong to my replacement. The one connected to the other end of that number could be the one that dreams of being in my boyfriends arms, or maybe already has been. How could she do that to me, knowing he was already with someone?

STOP! I have to quit thinking like this. See what I am talking about, if I am not already crazy at this point, I am about to drive myself crazy not knowing who is calling him.  I’ve got to find out who this phone number belongs to.  As you can see, whose phone number is this, has become a burning question in my mind.

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